u will think me crazy,but this days i feel that i am in between everything in my life,like i am in the middle of a road can't go back and can't go on.... weird isn't it??
i don't think that the problem is in the way life is going or in me, the problem is that life and me can't work it out togethere we both need the other one to make the first move..i need life to apologize to me and life want me to make an effort to earn this apologize :) u will think what do u mean by saying "apologize to me",life didn't understand me right lately didn't get me the way i am and treat me like i am something exists but doesn't have to be alive... i showed it that i am alive and i am more than just being exist,but it still can't see it... that what made me in between... I am in between right and wrong.... Is the right thing,is what people say it's right only,or it is what i think it's right and what i have been raised to do it,or it's just something to do without thinking to avoid others to talk bad about us. and on the other hand,what is the wrong thing,is it what all the people say no to it,or it's what doesn't match with myself,my thoughts,my religious,my principles... Can i always do the right thing,or i need some time to do something wrong to learn from it I can learn only from the wrong thing i do,or i can learn from everything... Is being wrong won't make me right again,or because i was wrong before i know what's right,does i always need to do something wrong to know the right,or i can make the right from the first time... I think it's about the situation i am in,some situation u can't be wrong about,but others right and wrong mix together in front of u and u can't pick what to do and mostly u do the wrong thing... Is right and wrong make a wall around me and make me a prisoner or it's a way to have freedom without fear of showing it around? I know it's a lot to ask but i said it's not about how i am in between...but i will figure it out...wait me in another in between thing
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